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My first published collection of poems, Prayers In Reverse is a time capsule filled with the emotional insights, pleas and promises of a young woman who turned away from the “God of the Bible” to discover the essence of God in all things, beyond the boundaries of religion. Each poem can be read forwards and in reverse, highlighting the power of context to alter the meaning of one line, one word, and one moment in time.

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Some of my poems:

How to hate

You taught her how to hate

You raised her up

On high-held shoulders

Taught her what to say

And showed her how

To feed the smolders

Fan fodder to flames

And keep alit

The burning rage

From a young age

Your life a stage

You taught her how to hate

A prayer in reverse

Amen 

Because all I see is space...

Are you there, God? 

I’m tired of answering myself.

I’ve been praying ever since

I heard God was earless:

When I was a child 

They told me.

My mind was tied in knots, so 

I learned to tighten nooses 

On reality.

I never could tighten my grip 

On believing.

Maybe I just gave up 

I tried to pray but 

When I looked in the mirror,

My face became fable.

My faith looked like fiction.

I started to feel like 

Fear kept me faithful.

Dear God,

For my mother

Mom:

You were always my 

Strength.

You gave me 

A roadmap for life.

I followed your example like

You knew more than I ever could.

I still feel like 

Your words carry sunlight.

Your thoughts water seeds.

In my mind 

You will always be important.

Though,

I know,

You’re not always right:

Grieving 

When the pinpoint prick

Of grief

Dulls your senses,

Slows the endless flow

Of space-time around you;

When your guts swirl into

A fisherman’s bend

And the bright of day

Burns through each pupil,

Fusing neurons to your skull;

When the sound of laughter

Leaves the taste of soil

On your tongue;

When the memory of joy

Rouses waves 

Of fresh pain:

Know that one day

Your heart will float again. 

Image of the city of Athens, Ohio, photographed by Kayla Beard from the top of Bong Hill in Athens.

Athens from Bong Hill

Below,

The earth cradles a city so small —

That “hill” on the ground, looking down, ain’t as tall —

And the hills will remain here

As each building falls

And long after.

Note: I wrote this poem while peering down at Athens, Ohio from the top of a beloved hiking spot known as Bong Hill. The tiny town seemed even tinier from that vantage point.

  • “Me and poetry are two things you can’t separate.“

    Nkemjika Okeke, Daily Trust (2015)

  • “I have no other weapon than poetry.”

  • "Now, the poem may want you to write it. And then sometimes you see a situation and think, 'I'd like to write about that.' Those are two different ways of being approached by a poem, or approaching a poem."

    Maya Angelou, O Magazine (2011)